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Name: Whitney
Gender: Female
Birthday: Nov. 2, 1988
Movies: Secretary, Fight Club, The Red Violin, Amadeus, 28 Days Later, Ocean's Eleven, Adaptation, Thirteen, Down With Love, Welcome to the Dollhouse, But I'm a Cheerleader
Interests: adaptation, alex pardee, american mcgee's alice, amsterdam, angelina jolie, anitra's dance, art, asphyxiation, blood, bondage, braces, bunnies, burlesque, candies, candy apple black, classical, collectable toys, damnation of regiomontum, darenzia, dave correia, digital art, digital photography, dita von teese, doubleiris, edgar allan poe, edvard grieg, ensiferum, envy, fairy tales, fantasy, fetish models, fight club, girls, glitter, greg simkins, hello kitty, jawbreaker, john petrucci, julie shipman, keyboard, kid robot, latex, lipstick, lollipops, lord of the rings, mark ryden, masuimi max, mcfarlane, michael angelo batio, movies, music, my jose, necrophilia, niccolo paganini, nigel kennedy, ocean's eleven, paganini, pain, photography, piano, pictures!, poetry, resident evil, rose mcgowan, sadomasochism, scarification, sebastian holmer, secretary, serial killers, silent hill, sonata arctica, sparkles, spontaneous human combustion, stars, sugar plum fairy, tarot, tattooing, tim burton, tvangeste, vampires, violin, yu-gi-oh!, zombies
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September 5th, 2005 at 8:45pm]

I just had the best yesterday ever.

I love my Josh more than anything.

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September 2nd, 2005 at 6:11pm]

Ugh so bored. I should be learning songs, but my arms are killing me from playing so long. I got the intro to Come Sail Away out of the way so I can put that aside for a bit. Now I have to finish learning two other songs for Tuesday.

Josh got his car! That makes me very happy :D And he came over after he got it. <3 Too bad gas prices are outrageous at the moment.

Grr my aunt comes back today.. So it's back to that horrible inflatable mattress. Damn that cursed thing.

There's a slight dispute between "close" friends at the moment. I'll just stay neutral for the time being.

I love my Josh.

I had a dream where everything looked like a Sebastian Holmer painting thing. I wish everything were black and white. With a little color in between.

My aunt's friend who models clothing at Nordstrom told me to apply there to be their pianist because the one they have now isn't so great. I don't understand what kind of person hires a pianist who doesn't know how to play Fur Elise. A department store with a goddamn piano player. It's ridiculous.

I love my Josh.

I talked to my friend Uriel the other day, who is friends with Ruben. They both look completely different. I really can't believe it. And since I've been talking to Ruben so often, I can't remember how he used to be. People change so much.

I love my Josh.

"Most girls are vile, cold-blooded, sadistic creatures and should be sent to the deepest, darkest, most tormenting parts of Hell where they can mensturate for eternity."

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August 31st, 2005 at 5:29pm]

Yesterday was Josh's birthday <3  I wore a shirt to school that had pictures of him on it haha.  He came over afterschool and we ate chocolate cake :D  And I took a billion pictures of him haha.  Then we went to his house.  It was fun :D  I love him so much <3<3<3  Anyways, I get to sleep in my room until Friday!  I'm so happy haha.  My bed isn't even comfortable .. But I'd rather sleep on a rock than on that stupid inflatable mattress. 

cliiiickCollapse ) I love my Josh <3

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August 25th, 2005 at 5:40pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

My aunt and her husband came here Friday.  They'll be living here for a month with their adorable little daughter.  It kind of sucks because they're sleeping in my room.  I won't be able to sleep in there for a month.  The house is always so full now.  There are nine people living here and I'm not used to it.  School is getting me really frusturated.  It's really not what I expected.  I figured that the three music classes that I'm taking would be the easiest..  But being the accompanist for concert chorus is harder than I thought.  I have two songs that I have to learn..  One that I haven't started on at all.  I also have to work on one of the Showcase songs.  And I have to learn a song for keyboard for tomorrow that I just started practicing yesterday.  I was also assigned to play Come Sail Away which has a lot of piano in it.  Ugh.. WAY too much music.  I guess if I chose the songs that I had to play I'd feel differently about it.

I went to MOSI with Josh on Saturday.  We saw that bodies exhibition.  It was pretty interesting.  The bodies are a bit creepy though.  The first one I saw seemed rather.. happy, and all the eyes on the bodies are really glossy and just.. creepy.  I never realized how small and black lungs can get if you smoke.  I saw a bunch of deformed fetuses.  There was one that was born with its organs outside of it's body.  It was worth going to though.

I started talking to my friend Ruben again.  I haven't talked to him since 7th grade.  He looks completely different now.  But he's still incredibly sweet like he was back then.  Meghan thinks he should be on a spanish soap opera and that he has great bone structure.  Haha weirdo.  I have to present my english project on Tuesday.  Presentations suck.  What also sucks is that the group I'm in is one of the last groups to present and seeing the presentations so far, it'll seem like we just copied everyone else haha.

Hopefully Josh will be coming over after school tomorrow.  I miss him so much.  I feel like I haven't talked to him in a long time.  Even though we haven't talked much for just two days.. And we see each other at school all the time.  I'm just used to talking to him for hours online.  And then hours on the phone which I miss doing because we haven't talked on the phone for a long time since summer.  :( 

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August 16th, 2005 at 1:59pm]

I guess it's time for an update. Stop telling me that I hardly ever update my journal!! I'm aware of it... And if you look at the comments on the previous post, maybe you'll understand why I don't update. Anyways, absolutely nothing new has happened. School has been easy, but it's been sucking so bad. I hate my english class. All we ever do is work in groups and it blows. I work better alone I guess. Sometime next week, if I ever get around to buying the clothes for it, I have to dress up as a nurse in the Vietnam War. This is because group projects are simply fantastic and the people I work with volunteered me to be their "visual."

On Saturday I get to hang out with Josh. <3 We're going to MOSI to see the "Bodies" exhibition. "BODIES THE EXHIBITION offers a unique opportunity to see first-hand the inner workings of our bodies through authentic, preserved human body specimens." That should be interesting. And if not, then atleast I get to be with Josh. I haven't been to MOSI in forever.

Spray glue is the crappiest thing ever created. Nik bought some for this American History project we had to do. It smells awful, it takes 30 minutes to dry, and on the back of the can it says that you can handle whatever you glued after 3 hours! It bleeds through paper and makes the other side of the paper all sticky. It also gets everywhere since it's.. well.. spray. And it seems like spray you'd use to glue furniture or something. Although it hardly makes paper stick together, and on the can it says it's specifically used for "paper crafts, scrapbook pages, cardboard, wrapping paper, and tissue paper." Stupid spray glue.

I love my Josh
I love my Josh
I love my Josh
I love my Josh
I love my Josh.

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August 9th, 2005 at 5:38pm]

You probably already know what this post is going to be about...

I went to GIGANTOUR last night. I've been waiting to go for months!! It was definitely worth it. The seats were great.. Right in front of the stage hehe :D I saw five bands play. The Dillinger Escape Plan (I didn't like them too much) a bit of Symphony X.. Their guitarist looked a lot like Yngwie :) Fear Factory and of course, Dream Theater and Megadeth. Wow. John Petrucci. He had the most awesome pants. I took pictures of him on my cell phone haha. He's amazing. I love Dream Theater. They played This Dying Soul! :D And of course, Pull Me Under. I really really liked Megadeth's performance. I thought they were better than DT. And Dave Mustaine was great hehe. I wish both bands could have played for longer. I bought two shirts. The GIGANTOUR shirt and an Octavarium one. Meghan got a different Octavarium one. Shirts were so fucking expensive. $35.00 for each. Everytime James LaBrie would say something involving "Tampa" I thought he was going to say "Tokyo" because I've watched Live at Budokan so damn much.

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July 29th, 2005 at 9:40am]

Dream Theater is coming up really soon! I can't wait :D I love Kamelot. And after weeks and weeks, I finally saw their new video with Shagrath. I got the new Arch Enemy cd "Doomsday Machine." I still need to listen to it a bit more. From what I've heard so far, it's really great. Possibly better than Wages of Sin? I've been checking the Sonata Arctica website everyday to see if they have new tour dates. I don't even know why I bother. I doubt they will ever come to Tampa :( I listened to Twilightning yesterday. I want to hear more from them. I still think Ecliptica was Sonata's best.. Maybe Twilightning will replace them. But I still love Sonata a whoooooole lot. Jani Liimatainen and Tony Kakko <3 And Hollenthon is freaking awesome. They really are like Ensiferum mixed with Therion.

I saw the new Showcase dresses. Nothing special. They look like last years did with some minor alterations.

And I had a really interesting conversation with RJ last night. Well, it was more weird.. But it was still entertaining haha.

I love love love Josh.

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July 27th, 2005 at 1:01am]

Wow, I actually did something today.  Meg called me around 9 this morning asking if I wanted to go shopping with her, Darrell, and Jason.  We went to the University mall.  Afterwards, I hung out at her house, then went to Baywalk with her, Darrell, and my Josh :D  It was so incredibly hot there.. But I still got to see Josh and that's all that mattered. :)  He gave me the cutest little bear.. And I named it Josh haha.  I love him. :D

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<3 <3 <3 I love you. <3 <3 <3


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July 22nd, 2005 at 9:22am]

Went to Meghan's house yesterday to make cupcakes.  I really can't cook anything, so I thought they would come out to share certain similarities with concrete.  But they were good.  Of course, if it weren't for her dad, they would just be considered ash in a pan.  Then we decided to go to the mall last minute with Courtney and Craig.  Unfortunantely, our stay there was short because we got there at 8:45.  Meg and I rode the spinning cup thing on the carousel.  That thing seems so fucking dangerous.  I was terrified because I felt like I was going to fly out and break my neck.  That, and Meg seemed like she was going to throw up on me.  It was spinning so fast and all I could see was a blur of changing lights.  After getting off that damned carousel, and wobbling around from dizziness, we decided to head back out and find some place to go.  If only that genius Craig hadn't locked his keys in his car.  So we waited for someone to come to give him his spare key, and by the time they came I had to go home.

I gave my parents my report card yesterday.  They weren't too mad.  Just a lecture here and there that I didn't listen to.

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Josh is my favorite <3

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July 20th, 2005 at 12:56pm]

Sooo sleeepy. People keep waking me up. Grr. Hopefully I can go to Josh's house today. I've been hoping that everyday since Saturday and it hasn't happened yet. I went to Kyla's party on Saturday. There was always an "orgy" on her couch.  I went up to her room and put bunny ears on and fell asleep.  So that was fun. Her dog is so fucking cute.  Kyla'sCollapse )

And something from the Daniel's journal involving MySpace. 

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I <3 Josh.
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July 17th, 2005 at 6:30pm]

Today is the best day ever!

I couldn't be happier :D ... or prouder.

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July 13th, 2005 at 3:20am]

Today is Sonya's birthday! Torment her with birthday wishes and such :D Dream Theater is nearing! As is the new school year.. Damn it. Josh is still the best. And always will be even though he disagrees with everything I have to say :P I've learned to deal with my slight case of insomnia. All I need is the National Geographic channel and Josh on the phone to make fun of all the fucking insane people on it.

WHOA! WHOA! WHOA! Ok, you are now firing a gun at your 'imaginary friend' near 400 GALLONS OF NITROGLYCERINE!
Hehe R.J. made me think of Fight Club.

Oculolinctus - The act of licking a persons eyeball for sexual arousal/fulfilment.
Gomphipothic - Arousal from the sight of teeth.
Formicophilia - Sex play with ants/insects.
Apotemnophilia - Arousal from the idea of losing a limb.

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July 12th, 2005 at 6:45pm]

Algebra II
Chorus I
English Hon III
Keyboard II
American History
Chorus III
Marine Science

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July 2nd, 2005 at 8:28am]

Holy hell I am so fucking tired. My eyelids are so goddamn heavy.. But the second I lay down I'm wide awake. I want to go to sleep more than anything right now. God knows how many infomercials I have memorized already. My mind is so dead. I'm surprised that I can finish my sentences. And so much thinking.. My head is pounding. What's worse is that I can't even complete a whole thought. In the middle of one, another interrupts. My nightmares are looking so good at this moment. I would prefer being raped a million times in my dreams than being here.. Awake. Ugh.. Somebody drug me.

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June 27th, 2005 at 6:44am]

I never wake up this early. I'm so tired, but I can't fall asleep again. Everytime I get even close to dozing off, someone calls my cell phone and all I hear is that irritating vibrate sound, that seems like it can go bzzzzzt! for hours before I press talk and clumsily try to get the phone to my ear. Or in some cases, angrily press the "ignore" button.

Lately I've been forgetting what I dream about, and eventually remembering later in the day. It's a rather unpleasant surprise. The dreams that I've been having always involve rape in some sort or bizarre, twisted way.. Those curly red phone cords, uncomfortable wooden chairs, rope that rubs your skin raw as you try to get your wrists free.. Very distressing visual displays that play over and over in my mind, and that I should maybe stop describing.. I don't know what is causing these "rape fantasies" (jk), but I'm just hoping that my dreams aren't going to somehow, leak into reality.

ANYWAYS, today is yet, another mall adventure with the Meghan. And although I've recently been getting a bit feverish when places such as the mall come to mind, I guess it should be entertaining to help her hunt for a dress. I can't wait :D But in the light of all of these formal dress occasions, much is turned upside down. Moneywise atleast. I can't even afford a handful of chiclets from those candy machines anymore. Oh well. Job hunting will be next on my list.


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June 23rd, 2005 at 2:03pm]
For each letter, write the name of a band you like.

A: Avantasia
B: Blind Guardian
C: Children of Bodom
D: Dream Theater
E: Ensiferum
F: Forest Stream
G: Gorgoroth
H: Haggard
I: Impaled Nazarene
J: Joe Satriani
K: Kaamos
L: Liquid Tension Experiment
M: Megadeth
N: Nostradameus
O: Opeth
P: Pain of Salvation
Q: Queen
R: Rakoth
S: Sonata Arctica
T: Tvangeste
U: Unleashed
V: Vesperian Sorrow
W: Within Temptation
Y: Yngwie Malmsteen
Z: Zyklon

For each letter, write the name of a movie you like.

A: Amadeus
B: Batman Returns
C: Cruel Intentions
D: Down With Love
E: Eurotrip
F: Fight Club
G: Girl, Interrupted
H: House on Haunted Hill
I: Interview with a Vampire
J: Jawbreaker
K: Kung Fu Hustle
L: LOTR Trilogy
M: Memento
N: Nightmare Before Christmas
O: Ocean's Eleven
P: Pirates of the Caribbean
Q: Queen of the Damned
R: Resident Evil: Apocalypse
S: Secretary
T: The Red Violin
U: Usual Suspects
V: Van Wilder
W: Welcome to the Doll House
X: X-Men
Y: Yu-Gi-Oh the movie
Z: Zoolander
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Creepy Children's Song [Monday
July 5th, 2004 at 8:58pm]
Bring us all the children
Because they are sweet
Toss them up into the air
They come down and swing their feet
Twirling all the while
Tumbling in a pile

They are good
What a treat

Bring us all the children
Just when they are sweet
Wanderlust and packed with pride
When they laugh and go inside
Echoing all the while
Tumbling in a pile

They are good
Good to eat

Bring us all the children
Even when they're not so sweet
Toss them up into the air
They come down and get a treat

Bringing tea
A good night's sleep
It goes away...
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