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Sun, 30 Apr 2006 02:27:06 GMT

I can't believe I'm updating this thing. I haven't in forever. That whole livejournal craze is dead. Myspace has been crowned the all powerful internet addiction now.

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 23:04:42 GMT

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 20:27:40 GMT

my ROBOT earrings.

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 20:46:53 GMT

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 11:04:16 GMT

So it's 2006. And I just started getting used to writing '05 on all of my papers. Damn it. I got to spend most of the day with Josh and the rest with Meghan. She's actually sleeping in my room right now. We shot off a few fireworks with my brother. The original plan for last night was for all of us, Josh, Meghan, Wes and I, to go to Channelside and go eat somewhere for dinner and watch this firework show which would have been really nice, but things were a bit too complicated. Another time I guess. But all in all, the day was spent well :D

The past few days haven't been too exciting though. After Christmas things became a bit dull. Josh is getting his car fixed so it's hard to see him everyday like I used to. Wrapping boxes and spending all night thinking about what the perfect gift would be has already passed. And now it seems the only place to ever go to is the mall. Tampa is oh-so-exhilarating.

Happy New Year everyone! Especially to my Josh <3

Meghan told me this picture looks completely different on her computer so if you can't see it...

wishing everyone the best

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 14:03:00 GMT

Happy holidays! Sorry I'm a bit late but I wanted to wish everyone a happy holidays before I completely forget! :D

I got some pictures from Christmas Eve. Meghan and I went to a party and I got unexpected gifts :D Afterwards we picked up Josh and went to my house and opened presents with my family. I got Meghan a gift card to XXI. Pathetically, the same thing she got me for my birthday because I really had no idea what to get her. Meg and I picked out an eye cover for Josh. We couldn't find one that said "Princess" or "Hottie" so the one I bought said, "Blue Eyed Beauty" haha. I also got him an ornament of this cute little Santa Claus that has "You're my friend Beclaus" written on it's stomach. Josh gave me the sweetest card ever and this candle that smells so amazingly good and Meghan is giving me a present today :)

I hope everyone had a great holiday! <3 And just so I'm not late on this one, *glass clinks* Happy New Year!

Meghan's adorable cousin Logan.

Meghan and I in matching dresses.

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 17:44:46 GMT

My absence from livejournal had nothing to do with being occupied. Sadly, my computer recently crashed and I've lost everything on it. Not that I had a lot on it to begin with.

My grandmother decided to come visit us... For six months. I'm going insane.

Meghan and I went Christmas shopping yesterday. It was really hard to find gifts since everything was practically gone. Meghan bought a dress similar to the dress I bought for homecoming that I didn't wear. It's actually the same dress in a different color. We're going to a Christmas Eve party wearing them. I was just about to sell it too. Before break we made cookies and wrote cards for everyone that both of us were friends with. It took forever, but it was fun.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YUDI! Sorry I couldn't say it day of. Computer problems :-/ Haha for Yudi's Christmas present I got her a My Chemical Romance poster since she's so psychotically obsessed with them... and a Depends box "wrapped with love and Christmas cheer."

Thank you's for people who gave me a gift :D I love the blue furry thing, Kyla! And I love my little Santa Claus and Tony the Tiger cereal bowl and all the candy canes and German chocolate :) And the card from Julie was hilarious.

This Christmas break has been going pretty well. I've spent almost everyday with Josh and it's been really fun :D We watched Evil Alien Conquerors a few times, which happens to be one of the greatest movies of all time.

I wish I had a mannequin.

I love my Josh more than anything <3

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 19:02:29 GMT

Friday was Meghan's 18th birthday so we hung out last night. I made her a scrapbook/photo album thing for a present. It had pictures of us and notes we wrote to each other from forever ago. Some of the pictures I put in it are under the cut. I left a few out because... You wouldn't want to see them all haha. We went to International mall together. My mom bought her some clothes for a present and then we went out to eat. It was nice :D

I spent most of Thanksgiving break with my Josh. It was fun. We watched a ton of movies. Um... The Emperor's New Groove, High Tension, some of Kingdom of Heaven (it kept on skipping), Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Billy Madison, House of Flying Daggers and I think there might have been more but I can't remember. High Tension is such a creepy movie. Jesus. It was very confusing too. But it's so delightfully graphic. ...Chainsaws... *shudders*.

The plural of MOOSE is MEESE.

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 23:37:10 GMT

December 5th is coming up and I need to hurry and buy my Children of Bodom/Amon Amarth/Trivium ticket. That concert will be incredible. Speaking of which, I've been counting down the days until Sonata Arctica is FINALLY coming to Tampa. Jesus.. It's already November and I've been waiting for them to come here since last year. Now I don't have to constantly check their website for new tour dates. (It's 96 days by the way.)

I've recently become obsessed with octopuses (not octopi) and squids. Seriously. And now I MUST have one. A blue-ringed octopus to be specific. Sure, they're extremely dangerous and have enough poison to kill a human, but who wouldn't want a bright yellow octopus with little blue rings that is the size of a golf ball when fully grown?

I finally got Adobe Photoshop back. Thank yous go to Kyla and Josh. I was actually looking through the pictures I did on photoshop the other day and I like them a lot :D I used to be so addicted to that thing after seeing the awesome digital art that DoubleIris made. I honestly don't even know how to use most of the things on there. It gets so confusing. That's probably why I'm so pleased with how some of the pictures I modified turned out haha. I just sat there mindlessly clicking buttons to see if something cool would happen to the picture. They're under the cut.
I love love love my Josh.

And the octopus I want.

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 18:08:00 GMT

Kamelot was amazing! The place they played at was really small and the stage was set too high so I had to look up the whole time since I was in the front.. But it was still freaking amazing! They played like, all of The Black Halo.. Even though I'm not a huge fan of that CD. But Somewhere In Time, March of Mephisto, When the Lights Are Down, and Soul Society are great <3<3. And Nights of Arabia!! Hehe I love The Fourth Legacy. And I think they played one or two songs from Karma and Epica. AND OMG. I TOUCHED ROY KHAN! And Josh got to touch him twice! And I touched Glenn Barry too! Wow. And the singer for Royal Anguish gave me a rose :D And Josh got to talk to him.

Josh and I went to Chili's last night and had the best chocolate cake ever! Holy hell.. It was fantastic. And it was fucking huge haha.

Squids and Octopuses.

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 20:42:23 GMT

To make a long and boring post short.. I think I missed a few things.

+ Went to the Yngwie concert with Josh.
+ Helped Cameron set up for his Halloween party.
+ Went to Cameron's Halloween party.
+ Watched Queen of the Damned.
+ Went out to eat for my birthday.
+ Donated blood. (They fucked up my arms.)
+ Got Dippin' Dots with Nik.
+ Bought Kamelot tickets for Josh and I.
+ Went to International with Meghan.
+ Watched Saw II with Josh. (I liked it a lot.)

And today I'll be finishing my English tracking poster and going to see my Josh. <3

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 19:43:58 GMT

I'm so lucky I have a Josh <3

HAHAHA

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 18:12:34 GMT

Hehe I have bangs now.

I think I might need to cut them a bit shorter.

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 00:58:43 GMT

I hate finding things that I'm not supposed to find... Or knowing something that I don't want to know.

Leave your name

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 20:33:16 GMT

Leave your name and
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 22:57:17 GMT

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 21:18:15 GMT

I was tagged by RJ...

10 Things I love

1. Josh
2. Music
3. Courage the Cowardly Dog
4. Josh
5. Zombies
6. Domination
7. Josh (the bear)
8. Candy Apple Black
9. Fairy Tales
10. Damnation

I tag...

escapingfate (since he's the only person who reads this anymore)

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 23:16:07 GMT

Yesterday was great. I got something that was stressing me out A LOT out of the way. Thank God haha. Josh gets more awesome everyday. I finished learning two of the songs for chorus so I just need to learn one more :D And Jessica is going to be playing the song with me for the performance! But she'll be playing the cello.

I can't wait to see Kamelot! And in December Children of Bodom and Amon Amarth are having a concert. And the Evil Darkness tour is coming to Tampa! But that's sooo far away damn it. And still no Sonata :(

I ordered my Halloween costume today. I hope it fits me haha. Dressing up is fun.

I love my Josh so much. He's the best everything.

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 23:45:32 GMT

I think I'm going to delete this thing pretty soon. I hate updating and nobody ever comments. I went to the mall with Meghan today. Bought more jackets :) I love jackets. We looked at dresses. I saw a dress I wanted.. But I wanted to wear it for Valentines' Day haha. I'm not sure if I'm going to homecoming this year. It wasn't so great last year. I don't even have enough money to buy a ticket.

Kamelot is coming November 11th :D Yay. Right near my birthday if anyone wants to buy me a ticket for a present hehe. Meghan already knows what she's going to get me for my birthday.. And for Christmas! That weirdo.

Einherjer is good stuff. But Josh is better. <3<3

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 00:38:16 GMT

I just came back from seeing The Exorcism of Emily Rose with my Josh. It was pretty good, but I was expecting something completely different. It was not as scary as the previews. The actress who played Emily was awesome though. I'm happy I got to see it with Josh <3.

My aunt left today, so I finally get my room back.. I enjoyed her stay here, but the no room deal sucked beyond belief. My weekends are getting better and better :D I really hope it stays that way.

Other than that, nothing new has happened. But it doesn't bother me because things are perfect at the moment. Despite school and well.. People. I'm in love. Josh makes me the happiest person ever. Fortune cookies are better than the fortunes. RJ is an awesome bitch.

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 00:46:40 GMT

I just had the best yesterday ever.

I love my Josh more than anything.

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 23:02:09 GMT

Ugh so bored. I should be learning songs, but my arms are killing me from playing so long. I got the intro to Come Sail Away out of the way so I can put that aside for a bit. Now I have to finish learning two other songs for Tuesday.

Josh got his car! That makes me very happy :D And he came over after he got it. <3 Too bad gas prices are outrageous at the moment.

Grr my aunt comes back today.. So it's back to that horrible inflatable mattress. Damn that cursed thing.

There's a slight dispute between "close" friends at the moment. I'll just stay neutral for the time being.

I love my Josh.

I had a dream where everything looked like a Sebastian Holmer painting thing. I wish everything were black and white. With a little color in between.

My aunt's friend who models clothing at Nordstrom told me to apply there to be their pianist because the one they have now isn't so great. I don't understand what kind of person hires a pianist who doesn't know how to play Fur Elise. A department store with a goddamn piano player. It's ridiculous.

I love my Josh.

I talked to my friend Uriel the other day, who is friends with Ruben. They both look completely different. I really can't believe it. And since I've been talking to Ruben so often, I can't remember how he used to be. People change so much.

I love my Josh.

"Most girls are vile, cold-blooded, sadistic creatures and should be sent to the deepest, darkest, most tormenting parts of Hell where they can mensturate for eternity."

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 21:32:58 GMT

Yesterday was Josh's birthday <3 I wore a shirt to school that had pictures of him on it haha. He came over afterschool and we ate chocolate cake :D And I took a billion pictures of him haha. Then we went to his house. It was fun :D I love him so much <3<3<3 Anyways, I get to sleep in my room until Friday! I'm so happy haha. My bed isn't even comfortable .. But I'd rather sleep on a rock than on that stupid inflatable mattress.

The shirt I made.

That's the front.

That's the back. Hahaha. He's the best.
I love my Josh <3

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 21:45:39 GMT

My aunt and her husband came here Friday. They'll be living here for a month with their adorable little daughter. It kind of sucks because they're sleeping in my room. I won't be able to sleep in there for a month. The house is always so full now. There are nine people living here and I'm not used to it. School is getting me really frusturated. It's really not what I expected. I figured that the three music classes that I'm taking would be the easiest.. But being the accompanist for concert chorus is harder than I thought. I have two songs that I have to learn.. One that I haven't started on at all. I also have to work on one of the Showcase songs. And I have to learn a song for keyboard for tomorrow that I just started practicing yesterday. I was also assigned to play Come Sail Away which has a lot of piano in it. Ugh.. WAY too much music. I guess if I chose the songs that I had to play I'd feel differently about it.

I went to MOSI with Josh on Saturday. We saw that bodies exhibition. It was pretty interesting. The bodies are a bit creepy though. The first one I saw seemed rather.. happy, and all the eyes on the bodies are really glossy and just.. creepy. I never realized how small and black lungs can get if you smoke. I saw a bunch of deformed fetuses. There was one that was born with its organs outside of it's body. It was worth going to though.

I started talking to my friend Ruben again. I haven't talked to him since 7th grade. He looks completely different now. But he's still incredibly sweet like he was back then. Meghan thinks he should be on a spanish soap opera and that he has great bone structure. Haha weirdo. I have to present my english project on Tuesday. Presentations suck. What also sucks is that the group I'm in is one of the last groups to present and seeing the presentations so far, it'll seem like we just copied everyone else haha.

Hopefully Josh will be coming over after school tomorrow. I miss him so much. I feel like I haven't talked to him in a long time. Even though we haven't talked much for just two days.. And we see each other at school all the time. I'm just used to talking to him for hours online. And then hours on the phone which I miss doing because we haven't talked on the phone for a long time since summer. :(

Yeah.. Not the greatest picture of me.

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 21:36:34 GMT

I guess it's time for an update. Stop telling me that I hardly ever update my journal!! I'm aware of it... And if you look at the comments on the previous post, maybe you'll understand why I don't update. Anyways, absolutely nothing new has happened. School has been easy, but it's been sucking so bad. I hate my english class. All we ever do is work in groups and it blows. I work better alone I guess. Sometime next week, if I ever get around to buying the clothes for it, I have to dress up as a nurse in the Vietnam War. This is because group projects are simply fantastic and the people I work with volunteered me to be their "visual."

On Saturday I get to hang out with Josh. <3 We're going to MOSI to see the "Bodies" exhibition. "BODIES THE EXHIBITION offers a unique opportunity to see first-hand the inner workings of our bodies through authentic, preserved human body specimens." That should be interesting. And if not, then atleast I get to be with Josh. I haven't been to MOSI in forever.

Spray glue is the crappiest thing ever created. Nik bought some for this American History project we had to do. It smells awful, it takes 30 minutes to dry, and on the back of the can it says that you can handle whatever you glued after 3 hours! It bleeds through paper and makes the other side of the paper all sticky. It also gets everywhere since it's.. well.. spray. And it seems like spray you'd use to glue furniture or something. Although it hardly makes paper stick together, and on the can it says it's specifically used for "paper crafts, scrapbook pages, cardboard, wrapping paper, and tissue paper." Stupid spray glue.

I love my Josh
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I love my Josh
I love my Josh
I love my Josh.